Hi peoples.
Hi, the last month of 2013 - December -
It supposed to be a wonderful, amazing, relax, party, favorite month for all of us, but it seems like just a boring semester break or few weeks holidays for me. Planning was always ruined by everythings and it never goes well when I am the planner. I admit I'm not a great planner ever, that's why I didn't pick the Event Management as my major course.
Yea, I almost forget about the UniLife that I already started three months something ago, but it was not that awesome as other people's UniLife, but everythings seems like it's okay, at least during my first semester I got to know how's the UniLife looks like and I got some new friends/coursemates and luckily they are nice and cute. As everyone knows, UniLife supposed to be fun, makes more new friends, learn different things, hang out with a gang of friends, take part of some society/event/activities, be active/cheer and bla bla bla... and mine only blank. Idk why. My life is just about wake up early in the morning, prepare, take LRT/driving, arrive college, attend the class, finish the class, go back home and repeat this everyday. If simplify my life into a word, it was sucks. How I going to change this? I remember a lecture had told us in a class, she said dream big and you will be achieve it in the future. If you never try to dream big, you might never going to success. I start thinking, my future, what I will become in the future, am I going to be that one I had imagine myself to be or maybe not?
I dream to be a blogger since I start blogging, but after that I only find out how the real blogger manage their blog and what happened in their life and whats the difference between me and them. I was just writting shit on my blog, and I wake up. Blogging makes money, and at the same time those blogger are participate a lots event, they even got invited by some famous company's event, they learn a lots from those event, they getting famous with the press/magazine and interview, and a lotsa readers they had. Thats a blogger. I want to become that, and I am totally failed. So the reality always wake peoples up from dream, then how peoples dare to dream big again? I'm not dare to dream.
And I'm not dare to plan, Christmas eve, Christmas, New Year eve, New Year, Chinese New Year.... Honestly, I hope I can go party, can go somewhere else out from my room, but it seems like it is impossible. Whats a big joke. Okay, I'm going to finish this emo post now and I'm so so sorry if this post makes you guys feel annoying about my emo feeling.
WHATEVER, hope all of you have a GREAT WONDERFUL AWESOME DECEMBER and enjoy the last few weeks of 2013, make it be memorable and unforgettable as you can. Guys, happy holidays.
10th Dec 2013 - Joeyy
